Video Stills
Title: Channel 4764
Year: 2023
Duration: 00: 05: 08
Credits: Sound Production by Chronic Pain
“Why can I not erase unnecessary images from my memory if others around me have or simply can do it without experiencing their body decompose during the process?
Those images that once also belonged to others other than me are now mine only. I mecha- nically but dearly keep storing them somewhere in my body and they kick me from the inside, like a foetus who is growing inside a mother’s womb. If I decided to play by the rules of the predominantly binary world that we are inhabiting, I would choose to give birth to myself again, not once, not twice, but as many times as I want. Like the Virgin Mary I could become the mother of mystical beings without needing the penetration of a man. To each one of them I would deliver some data. The weight of the baggage would become more bearable. I would finally be able to stand straight”